14 Nov /2019 
(12:09 am)

Now, after so much of confusion about life , goals , backup , business ideas , i decided Today to go for upsc .
Last year I too filled the form , but hadn't appeared , typical upsc fear of unprepared. In my mind SSC CGL is going through, Iit jam is also there in February, ibps clerk ka to jabardasti bhar diya hai 😂, from some days youtube is going on ,mind thinking about helping other students , yet bhai abhi khud ka hi settle ni hai 😂 .
But yes now i got some clarity, after watching motivational videos , successfull students' videos .
I am going to start my youtube channel pcm in style of Karan, as teaching students & gaining knowledge, helping others with physics & maths that gave me pleasure

Now 3 things - 1) Youtube pcm 2) SSC CGL 3)upsc
1&3 will give me satisfaction and 2 is for my revenge against last time SSC CGL selection 😅😂, that 43 /50 in maths 35.5/50 reasoning, then came English 13/50  left 17  questions😂, & gk 18.5 my all time bad ,
But, now i have to do it .
Whether  its November, but i will do it .
Ist thing prepare optional my physics love yet i love maths also , think about it later then.
Then previous year paper and analysis, .
Then basic books aur un news papers ko kholne k time aagya jinhe roj bs mangwate hai kabhi kholte ni 😅
Answer writting most important .



It's because "  i can "